Beyond the Bema

“HaShem is seen as having a role in shaping the lives of individuals and the people they encounter, as He is believed to be the ultimate source of guidance and destiny. People may be brought into someone’s life for specific purposes, whether to offer help, challenge them, or provide opportunities for growth and learning.  While some people might bring joy and support, others may bring challenges, but even those challenges are seen as opportunities for growth and strengthening one’s faith. The belief is that by trusting in Hashem’s plan, one can find meaning and purpose in the encounters they have with others, even in seemingly difficult circumstances.”

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HaShem can be a bit misunderstood as a convert, trying to weed out everything you knew to this new information. What I like about this quote is that HaShem is depicted as loving and kind. But his kindness can look different from your typical textbook definition.

I feel I’m a genuinely caring and kind person. But I also think HaSheem tests us. I was basically told I was ready to finish my conversion and was hit with a huge blow at the same time. I not only grew tremendously as a person from this as I dealt with my own personal demons. I grew very much spiritually. I had never felt so close to G!d and it just reminded me that there was a reason for this tough stuff I was going through. I was reminded by my Cantor that this was an opportunity to be closer, 1 on 1 with G!d . And she was 100% right. I’m not glad that happened, but I am glad another door opened spiritually for me. G!d’s kindness may look different for everyone. Lessons from HaSheem won’t always be easy, but their impact will be life changing. I pray we may all be open to our G!d’s kindness as we move forward in this life he blessed us with.